Twelve Visions World

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The person I was meant is creative and a thinker. I can do hair, and I do my hair and nails. I love kids. I would love to open up a special daycare for them someday. I like decorating rooms. Someday I want to design clothes. I like art I want to learn oil painting techniques. I like scrapbooking and taking pictures of people, things, events, and organizing the album. I can sing. I think I can write songs someday I have a couple of them. I do not like see mistreatment taking place in any circumstance. It is hurtful. I almost forgot at 18 years old I looked at myself in the mirror, and I said to myself .I am never going to get old. I won’t be old, like I just knew something …………..that I didn’t know at that time at age 23 that is when I made my discovery.  I would love to have businesses and share the wealth.

There are many other things about me. I’ve had many obstacles as an infant to child to teenager and part of my adult life. I remember being in my mother’s stomach. I remember when I was seven we were reading Weekly Readers at school and the first time I saw a map of the world (it was flat). It was a voice in my head said “I am going to be the president and take care of the World”. I told no one because I knew for some reason I would be laughed at.

When I look back on this it is funny, I never liked politics.

I have a brother we are seven years apart. Our house was haunted in my eyes (I later found out the trailer park had been built on Indian burial ground). I did not like be alone there without him. I was not alone when I was alone. I was always watched. I always felt this presence it never left. It was like the hair on your neck always standing. It was scary to me. I was eight and my brother had joined a club at school. We usually would walk halfway to school together. This morning he had to leave 45 minutes earlier. I got ready for school with him anyway. He left. We had a floor model TV right next to the front door; I already had my back pack on. I got some cover an I balled up in front of it scared out of my mind. It was so great (the presence) in the room. I had my body under the cover then (my body) on top of the cover I was under. I had timed myself when to look at the clock. I knew it was not time to look yet so I lay there shaking an waiting, because it was as if some one was standing straddled over me. I closed my eyes quietly cried to myself with my eyes closed. Then I felt this rubbing sensation on my hand I looked and it was this white (as in white man) hand gently, softly, and slowly rubbing my hand. I did not fight it. I closed my eyes back. Until it stopped, it lasted about 8 seconds. I opened my eyes and it was gone .I jumped up and I was gone in 2 seconds. I will never forget.

I loved to draw, design, write, and read. I felt so good when I did these things. I loved to dance. I dreamt of becoming a great ballerina some day. I loved organizing. I have always wanted to make our world a better place to live for everyone to live happy. I like to learn different things. No one told me anything it was just always here inside me.

I knew I was different in the teenage years. I knew there were many things that I did not know. I could not be with everyone else. I said to myself why I am so different?  Why am I here with these people? I had many questions? I knew it was something else, I knew it in my heart, and then also my mind worked differently bigger than the biggest warehouse. I have seen all these things happening and I told myself I am going to fight to keep my mind. I have seen people give up and give in. I had a vision at 24, where I went up past the clouds into the thunder and lightning. I woke in a pool of sweat; this altered my life, my consciousness. It is unimaginable. I do not think it is the right time for this… I wish it was.

I was so glad to get my letter!!!! I was so excited to get my letter!!!!!I was on cloud nine!!!!! I keep seeing the apologies throughout my letter, Tiffany we are sorry. Tiffany we apologize. I did not care, Iwas just glad, I was RESCUED. I was rescued. The people like me have found me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The feeling cannot be described. I felt accepted with my first letter. I cannot forget I faxed it 17 times to make sure it went though. Then I mailed it and called and ask the person on the other end of the phone was it too late for me? She said no we go by the postage date.

A society with people who love each other. People who want to do what is right. Want to share and take care of our world for our children and grandchildren. I would never want this, what we go through for them.  We can do this. I can see this happening. I feel so good typing this. I feel all good things. Not any of the bad stuff in the outside world. I am glad you found me. I did cry later because I was so happy I was found, and I knew there was something else. I knew it.

Health, wealth, and peace mean everything to me. This is something our family and others desperately need. Health I want us all to live happily and disease free. Wealth we all should be secure and not have to worry and stress out this brings on problems with our health. Peace we all should have peace and harmony in our lives. Peace will bring in better heath and more value creation. This is what health, wealth, and peace mean to me.

I hope I did this right I have a degree in Business. I have a new product, I would like to market. I have a stack of new ideas all are different. I counted, I have 73 new ideas (and counting) for the present and the future after the TVP president is in office (new product not included).

Love,

Tiffany B