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My name is Paula McDole, I am Margaret Jantzen’s daughter. Here is my story…
Long ago, when I was a child, my parents belonged to the Mennonite Church. Many may know them as somewhat like the Amish. Their culture is very rigid in does and don’t s. To be expelled is like a death sentence. These people are also very tyrannical in that it is a do as I say, not as I do, type thing.  The ‘people’ are quite under-educated about living in the ‘outside’ world, so for obvious reasons it’s hard to get out. Our family is one of the ones that made it out. My parents faced a great many financial and social hardships because of their under-education and lack of social skills. I grew up watching the hardships they faced and worked to make things easier for my family.  Mostly, I fared better than my parents, but still remained in the poverty level. I saw the ‘rich’ doing things I disliked and I lacked information on good ways to make enough money, and still I am faced with financial difficulties. To my regret, I must cancel my Internet service, as I simply cannot afford to keep it. I have only hours to get this written, before it is cut off. But, this is not a story of charity. It is a story of hope…
Years ago I was searching. I began to have a feeling. Information coming my way, told me that the way I was raising my daughter, was not good. That there was a better, more loving and excepting way to raise a child, and they could grow up to be able to defend themselves against the bullies of our world, and also to be competent adults, both MENTALLY and financially. I pursued learning everything I could, in order to be a better parent. It took most of my daughter’s childhood to get close to my goal. I feel like I was not able to give her what I wanted to give her. The information just came too late, but I know that I did succeed in making things better for her, than my own childhood.
Then as happens, things changed, her father died, and I grieved and transformed. I went through a complete metamorphosis. I learned many things to bring about change in my entire way of thinking, about how to deal with conflict with others and all the ‘beliefs’ that I had been ‘taught’ was an absolute must. Then, I met my current husband through many synchronistic coincidences. I got pregnant again and began to feel destined to have a chance to have the HAPPY family I’d always longed for. I continued to experience spiritual awakenings and just be in the ‘right’ time or place for miraculous things to occur, always the ‘right’ book would pop up just at the ‘right’ time and I would learn what the next step was to be. ( if this interests you, you should watch the movie The Celestine Prophesies or read the Celestine Vision by James Redfield. Mark, I think you must’ve read his stuff too, because he also sees the ‘vision’ of our societies’ evolution process, almost identical to yours. In fact, if you are familiar with what James talks about in his books, things begin to come together in such a way as to PROVE that it is our generations’ DESTINY to transform our whole planet. Soon we WILL create the world we are all desperate for. A world of peace and wonderful prosperity for everyone. One comment James made in The Celestine Vision, talks about how more and more people are following their inner guidance, which is leading them to make connections with others who are on similar ‘missions’. I fully believe that is what has happened to me.  I got the Neothink Society manuscripts from my mother.  They did indeed come at the ‘right’ time for me. I believe destiny brought them to me. I am not sure what I am supposed to add to the Societies’ movement but I know I will be doing my own little part. My hope is that this story will truly inspire people to believe in their long-forgotten dreams. To follow their internal guidance and begin to live for, and as, their true self. Which is exactly as Mark describes in the Heirlooms. We ARE the generation to begin to live the CREATIVE life of the VALUE PRODUCER instead of the value destroyer.
May YOUR creative spirit reign….                                            Paula McDole

This is your apprentice Gregg F. I thank you for coming into my life. You don’t know or can’t even imagine how you’ve changed my way of thinking and the way I look at life!
When I first received your letter; I thought you were someone trying to pull my leg or play with my head. The information you were relating to me sound good until I started absorbing it. Then it felt great! I felt a euphoria I’ve I couldn’t explain. I knew you were the one. All you tried to do was open my eyes to ” what is.” You gave me a choice. Open my mind to reality and the rest will come naturally. I’ll thank you forever on how you’ve helped me come to grips on how the real world operates. Instead of the illusions they feed us in order to continue stagnating the bicameral thoughts we all humans possess. I’m not stating that I’m mentally slow. It’s the fact I had a sheet over my eyes for quite sometimes but my mind was always free of the b.s. they wanted me to believe. I’ll be brief. When acquiring all three installments; I studied and studied your literature. At times my girlfriend thought I was being fooled by your techniques, because of all the negativity the internet spoke of. Your words helped me block out my girlfriend and the anti-civilization I dwell in at the moment. See there are choices I had to make. As you once spoke, the individual sometimes have to believe in his or herself. So I went into that hard firestone-like thinking mode and the rest spoke for itself. I know we haven’t ever met but I think one day we will. You’ve shown me a hardcore gentleman way of handling things. We all need a little motivation sometimes so I’m gonna challenge you. With all do respect. Mr. Hamilton, you better not give up or give in to this weak anti-civilization. Remember, I’m your student, so continue being my teacher. I’m a 6′0 235 lb. ex military soldier who wasn’t satisfied with the death sentence my government tried to issue me. With your leadership; maybe I could be one of your right-hand loyal warriors in the near future. I’m hear if you ever need me. I’m mean I’ll put my life on the line for what I believe. You have shown me part of the cosmos in a mental aspect. Now I want to see what the rest of the universe has to offer. The Twelve Visions Party you are about to introduce to us will prosper. I know it will. That’s also my vision. You’re the man. You’ll be surprised of who’s behind you. I believe in you and there ain’t too many people I’d say that too. You’re one of them. Keep the wheels rolling. Like the Miss Annabelle Story; we are your seeds. Help our planet developed into the beautiful flowers you envisioned. Sometimes; to get through the forest. You have to chop down a few trees. Don’t let anyone stop your goal. If I were in your position. I’d keep it MOVIN!

Much love,
Gregg