bones

air, fire, earth, water, plus soul

July 2nd, 2010 |

Author: Admin

As I sat here today, no school for the grandkids today, we got a record 8 inches. I just dropped off my 6 year old to my other daughter in Tennessee in a 2 day trip. My dad has his wives company staying after my brother & sister & her family stayed for his 80th birthday. And I worry about all the lying cheating & stealing . See in one memory I remember someone approaching me & my children, I was took by surprise. I don’t know what happened. But then inspector gadet, spiderman, bones, Lady Blue & I felt so good about myself. Then this morning I dreamed that a women I thought was my friend said I slept with her husband & my child was his not my husbands. I was so confused. I remember Tom asking if they were his children. But by the time he found me maybe subconsciously I was angry, I don’t know. I only know I didn’t understand. Was I drugged? And if I was For how long. How could my whole life become someone else. Who am I where, was I so bad of a person? was I someone important, but not important enough? How do you fight evil hearts, who feel intitled any way they can? Oh money is very important, but some will feel intitled, they worked hard after all to obtain what they have now. And I don’t have any idea what to do. Should I keep talking, I feel so used, hurt, bewildered to peoples truths. When you see it you believe it. I’m afraid others will go to great lengthes to obtain what was once mine, that I’m now reclaiming. Just remember the truth isn’t always black & white.I must think more on this. I feel like I lost my lambs, & I don’t know where their at