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It’s like my soul opened to the light…

 

When I think of I’ve learned, what I first thought was you don’t believe in God. That almost turned me off. But I steadily read on. I know my dad’s wife chose to not to committee, I’m not sure what her real reasons were cause I’ve only met a few soulless  people who thrive on lying, cheating, & stealing, feeling them & their chosen were the only entitled.  And her & her family is that…. It’s like my soul opened to the light, but then so many feel they’re the only right, they don’t open the box under the tree to the wonderful gifts that are right in front of themselves. A neighbor’s kindness, a store clerk, just about anyone that you meet. I am so rich in my life; I seek the truth, honesty, hope, faith. God, Zone, whatever you call it, is here. Thor is navigating, & Boo is doing his thing as he is in captivity. To be set free from others fear, in the air, fire, earth, water, seeking truth, to set him free. I see them all, I know them well. As soon as I leave Kansas as Dorothy, the truth will set us free. No more shall I be afraid. The victory will be sweet. But for now we have a lot of truths to open. It will be beautiful, as the gifts we open, everyday. I don’t know the moves that will guide us home, but soon it’ll be time. So try to trust in yourself as I do that the truth will set us free. Everyone lives with so many misconceptions of life, yet there are many who are awaking to look to truth leaving Kansas behind is so … Alice in wonderland. The mad hatter spitting untruths. Let us search our souls… As united we stand though we all have our own feeling & truths, find a common goal to unite all, so thoughts that really lay, cheat & steal will fall

Jim and Donna G

air, fire, earth, water, plus soul

 

As I sat here today, no school for the grandkids today, we got a record 8 inches. I just dropped off my 6 year old to my other daughter in Tennessee in a 2 day trip. My dad has his wives company staying after my brother & sister & her family stayed for his 80th birthday. And I worry about all the lying cheating & stealing . See in one memory I remember someone approaching me & my children, I was took by surprise. I don’t know what happened. But then inspector gadet, spiderman, bones, Lady Blue & I felt so good about myself. Then this morning I dreamed that a women I thought was my friend said I slept with her husband & my child was his not my husbands. I was so confused. I remember Tom asking if they were his children. But by the time he found me maybe subconsciously I was angry, I don’t know. I only know I didn’t understand. Was I drugged? And if I was For how long. How could my whole life become someone else. Who am I where, was I so bad of a person? was I someone important, but not important enough? How do you fight evil hearts, who feel intitled any way they can? Oh money is very important, but some will feel intitled, they worked hard after all to obtain what they have now. And I don’t have any idea what to do. Should I keep talking, I feel so used, hurt, bewildered to peoples truths. When you see it you believe it. I’m afraid others will go to great lengthes to obtain what was once mine, that I’m now reclaiming. Just remember the truth isn’t always black & white.I must think more on this. I feel like I lost my lambs, & I don’t know where their at

air, fire, earth, water, plus soul

 

2 nights ago I had a dream. After my sad remembrance I needed more to let it go as the past. But more came… I saw a fat man, his back was to me. He was so sad for me, I felt his lose, his pain for me. As I stood looking at him I wondered who he was. I prayed his soul would become whole, safe, peace. He blew out a hugh puff of air from his body. My air angle was guiding the control. He became whole I could feel his wholeness, he was so happy. He is now free, probably from the bondage I bestowed upon him unknowingly. Please forgive my not knowing what I caused. I didn’t know I had that power. He controls the world, he is in now perfect health, completely capable of what he must do. He is kind, loving, caring, but the truths will now come forth…. Then last night I found the hunch back, he was frozen as a gargoyle, I was awake for this, it took alot of love, care, kindness to restore him. He was so sad & afraid of what may of happened to me. We came to the safe conclusion leaving me safely with the family I had been with was the safest. I know he will stay & receive or go to protect me. He will send as needed, to provide safety, that no harm will come to my safety. All the lies I believed, all the lies that covered the truth. I had a double who wasn’t always nice. So did the the man who told me the truth. All doubles, all confusion. It was many years later before I realized my mistake that he wasn’t with someone else. I was so sad for many many years. So I went on waiting for the truth. So thank-you all this is the closest I’ve ever come to knowing, to remembering,.

December 2024
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